Post by Deleted on Jul 3, 2008 12:03:51 GMT -5
Life has been kinda suckish and kinda amazing me for the past few days.
I found Kenric. Yeah, the one guy I've ever considered an actual boyfriend from years ago in high school. We had our obvious differences even before we started dating. He was a vampire, cold and cut-off from everyone else. I can barely remember why we met, but I remember at one dance he almost bit me. I hugged him and he stopped himself. That was really the night we told each other how we felt and started dating.
My parents did not agree with our relationship but I fought long and hard for him until my parents took me out of that school. I lost touch with him and I doubted I'd ever see him again. I thought no other guy would compare to him, but, as I look on it now, I realize I just had that small hope that I'd find him again and we'd be together forever.
When I finally found him, it felt like everything had been rekindled. We went on a date and even ended up in my apartment. He almost slept with me, but he wouldn't trust himself enough to. I let him sleep over, though. It was better than just kicking him out.
The next morning, when I told him one of us may have to change for us to be together, he said no and would not listen to me. I threw a bit of a tantrum and accidently cut myself. The vampire part of him took over and he almost killed me. I had to punch him and use my power to get him off and away.
Once I found him after that, he said it would be best for us to just stop talking altogether, to not keep in touch and to just end it. Just like that. I did not think I would get over it so soon, but I found that instead of being sad, I just grew angry. All of the opportunities I wasted just waiting for him, and for what? Nothing.
I met a very nice woman named Caroline at a cafe. Turns out she's Emilio's sister. We talked and decided we needed to go out. There's a festival going on in a few nights and Emilio is coming with us. I really do like him. He's the only guy I've ever dated who could dance, who bought me flowers, who took me somewhere perfect and showed me something I don't think I will ever forget. He is extremely nice and drives me crazy when we dance. Kenric never made me feel like that. He never trusted himself to.
I want to go somewhere. I want to travel the world, to see everything there is to be seen. I just hope I have a long enough life to fulfill that.
Amorina.
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I found Kenric. Yeah, the one guy I've ever considered an actual boyfriend from years ago in high school. We had our obvious differences even before we started dating. He was a vampire, cold and cut-off from everyone else. I can barely remember why we met, but I remember at one dance he almost bit me. I hugged him and he stopped himself. That was really the night we told each other how we felt and started dating.
My parents did not agree with our relationship but I fought long and hard for him until my parents took me out of that school. I lost touch with him and I doubted I'd ever see him again. I thought no other guy would compare to him, but, as I look on it now, I realize I just had that small hope that I'd find him again and we'd be together forever.
When I finally found him, it felt like everything had been rekindled. We went on a date and even ended up in my apartment. He almost slept with me, but he wouldn't trust himself enough to. I let him sleep over, though. It was better than just kicking him out.
The next morning, when I told him one of us may have to change for us to be together, he said no and would not listen to me. I threw a bit of a tantrum and accidently cut myself. The vampire part of him took over and he almost killed me. I had to punch him and use my power to get him off and away.
Once I found him after that, he said it would be best for us to just stop talking altogether, to not keep in touch and to just end it. Just like that. I did not think I would get over it so soon, but I found that instead of being sad, I just grew angry. All of the opportunities I wasted just waiting for him, and for what? Nothing.
I met a very nice woman named Caroline at a cafe. Turns out she's Emilio's sister. We talked and decided we needed to go out. There's a festival going on in a few nights and Emilio is coming with us. I really do like him. He's the only guy I've ever dated who could dance, who bought me flowers, who took me somewhere perfect and showed me something I don't think I will ever forget. He is extremely nice and drives me crazy when we dance. Kenric never made me feel like that. He never trusted himself to.
I want to go somewhere. I want to travel the world, to see everything there is to be seen. I just hope I have a long enough life to fulfill that.
Amorina.
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