Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2011 19:53:05 GMT -5
Tobias said nothing. He felt low. It wasn’t as if he were even worth a flea’s breath. He sat at the table awhile longer, long after Jaime had left him. After struggling with a few of the matches, Tobias managed to light a cigarette. He supposed it would be wise to get as many chores as he could out of the way before he had to shift.
Suddenly, he realized that Caroline would probably not let him out in the morning and he’d have to ask someone else. What an embarrassment it was for Tobias to depend on others. This was just proof he needed to really maintain control over the wolfish side of him, rather than let it rage like this. If he could just blend it to the rest of him, where there would be harmony with in his heart and head…but how? Since puberty, he’d been this way. It was what he knew.
With that, Tobias stood, leaving enough money to pay for the broken saucer and cup on the table. Back to work, while the day was still young!
Suddenly, he realized that Caroline would probably not let him out in the morning and he’d have to ask someone else. What an embarrassment it was for Tobias to depend on others. This was just proof he needed to really maintain control over the wolfish side of him, rather than let it rage like this. If he could just blend it to the rest of him, where there would be harmony with in his heart and head…but how? Since puberty, he’d been this way. It was what he knew.
With that, Tobias stood, leaving enough money to pay for the broken saucer and cup on the table. Back to work, while the day was still young!